i also don't know what i should say.

but heys people,
what is home to all of you?
what is family to all of you?

sometimes honestly, i don't know what it means to me...
at times, i feel that house is just a hotel to me.

why do you always find fault with me or ah ma or ...?
does winning means so much to you?
why can't we pass every day with joy and happiness?
i've accepted the fact that i'll ever be treated the same..
but why is ah ma and.. also dragged in

ok fine.
i wished for family harmony anyway.

but i can't seem to forget the sentence you once said to me...
never...
sorry...
you never know when i'm sad...you never know when i'm stressed or happy of anything.
my feelings ain't important.

i hate to say this but sometimes i dread going home.really.
i tried to love and forget.seriously tried.
but nothing ever changed.nothing at all.

we seem to drift further and further.
can we pull back the distance or improve?
i don't know and think it never will.perhaps....
sorry.
anyway, happy fathers' day.
hope my wish come true....

but i love you mummy!
i love you too ah ma!
i miss you too!
coming to see you in dec?or nov? LOl.