Sunday, 30 November 2008 Y 12:22 am

was sorting my emails and saw quite a few interesting ones....
因為愛你.所以放手還你自由
因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾
因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過
因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開


forwarded some and now i'm lazy and tired.
motivate me pls.
can anyone treat me ice cream?
my brain's dead.


Saturday, 29 November 2008 Y 3:07 pm

i'm thinking of changing to line. but have to wait one more year. ):
wait till i'm 18 ba!
=D

today watched a lot of shows.
but all is 'bout weddings.
damn nice.... lols...

damn bored and motivation-less.
someone motivate me to study pls?
motivate me i give you 10000 bucks? jkjk!! =D


Friday, 28 November 2008 Y 3:06 pm

Wearing Issac's blindman specs during Ccn! *priceless photo.

damn sian with life as usual.
lack of money like always.
ANYONE HAVE ANY JOB LOBANGS??
need money desperately to go cruise! lols!

anyway, recently have been quite busy with dance and so always reached home late.
barely have sufficient time to sleep like last time.
aiya, sleep is never enough.
shall wait for Bibi to come online and send me some photos.. hee..

anyway, dance sorta bonded us together.
but it's tiring.
it's like last time in Pri sch, i just turn turn then become the tree for the background and now must dance here and there.
also don't know why nowadays always nothing nothing then will emo a while.
hais.
trying to figure life out...
then i realised my blog's song all almost all of the songs are sad one.hais.
siao hor.. i think i will delete this post sooner or later ba.
okay mayb going back to school le.
BYE!

editing this post again.
reading some junior's and senior's blog.
and came across this sick news.
[Totally sick~!]
totally heartless.
and alot of my juniors.. hmm... sweet...
like stead-ed for 2-3 years?!
All the best peepos...

then chatted with Aishah 'bout that sick news and after that she told me she did the Bungee for IHT field trip.
It's like OMG luh!
Anyone bring me play leh??? but i'm scared of heights la...hahahas..

anyway, reminded that i've gotta do my IHT.
i think i'm so gonna forget everything 'bout swissotel experience lor.
btw it's one of my fave subject- Introduction to Hospitality and Tourism.
tests coming up...
Jiayou then.

*reminded of quizes.. omg...
Tbp: Thanks to some clever classmate who bluetooth the notes to me.
and did a 5 marks question. LOLS. wanted to use same method for ESFAC but apparently botak keep coming la.
Esfac: Totally didn't study+no physics=die.Botak there. Difficult to cheat.
Emath: 19/20 heee...1 mark deducted 'cause there's NO brackets?!?! wth!lols.
last time when i got good results, someone would praise me.
now? lols...
i'll jus' praise myself lor.

Pls don't emo...

okay continue.
i wanna work work but no work wants me. ):
& ya.. all that thanks to o level students...(no offence though)
job's all taken by olevel students.
sianed.

sorry.
sorry for everything.


Thursday, 27 November 2008 Y 9:32 am

愛不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

This is a very very nice song sung by my Lin Feng. It's the HK Singer and not the nEbO one pls.

Don't know why yesterday woke up at 3.
tried hard to fall asleep but wasn't able to.
then i knew it.
'cause something bad is waiting for me today morning. (Murphy's Law? i don't know and i don't want to know)
called Yap but she didn't pick so called Bibi lor...
she must've thought i'm siao la.
Hais. i seriously going siao if these goes on ba i guess.

anyway, deleted what i said 'bout that pervert 'cause i think it's kinda bad and sinful to say people.
but yesterday was really disgusted by that pervert la.
angry a while can le la.
how i wish i sad a while can le hor...
now i realised i love to talk to myself alot.

my life everyday ar...
Go school, go home or find Yap or Eileen or Bibi eateat or walkwalk then sleep.
Next morning's same routine.
Sian-ed life.
how i wish Hilton is going to take us back.
we're going to ask for tcc quit form again....
try lor...

Craps
okays.... yesterday was msg-ing with HuiMang the whole day.
He recommended SMC which is 2-3.
But i worked there once with Shawn and it's seriously shit lor.
GIRLS have to carry the freaking OVAL tray.
lydat call relax ar...haiyo...
he seriously damn humorous de la....
then he say Holiday Inn not bad.
He tell me no need oval tray but told yap need leh...
so?
but anyway, we're not gonna work for tcc for one year so that we can quit and join Hilton ba...
St Regis also like don't want us le...

i think after i come home later i'm so gonna delete this post again lor...
shall post at private blog ba...
Siao keena...

okays lessons start at 2 today~
Dance starts at 9
bad news start from the moment i open my eyes every morning.
what's more?
i can only say life sucks.
but i still thank god for the friends i have.
for friends are always the one who hold me when i fall.


Wednesday, 26 November 2008 Y 8:25 pm

anyway, i love today.
Today went for Socio.
after that don't know where else to head then watched Coach Carter with Serene and XinHao...
Nice show!
A pity Serene left a FEEEEW minutes before the ending.
after that went home with XinHao.
Quite a nice person to chat with.
realised he's a basketball player/fan.
(:
Love making new friends always.


Tuesday, 25 November 2008 Y 8:40 pm

i think i can apply Yap's Murphy's Law here.
what will go wrong will always go wrong.
the older a person get, the more illness she has.
the nearer she is to death.
now, i'd rather the person is me.
If i could relieve those days...
i think my webcam's damn cool luh!


Monday, 24 November 2008 Y 9:01 pm

i always thought you cared,
till i realised you never did.


Saturday, 22 November 2008 Y 9:49 pm

Old photos from last time.
Act emo...
=)
Siao Po again!
LOL.
Slippers!
Siao Po steal my cake!
Siao Po ACT to study.
Mediacorp Actress hor... hehee..
See! Playing with my CUTE notebook.
It's ME!
FATS~!
LIPIDS~!
SiaoPo still buy chicken wings leh!
My Notebook with Cute Doraemon!
Bucks!
Tired after one whole day of 'studying'
In bus after going CV to eat.
Guess who is the siao one and who is the normal one?
OMG! i'm so gonna gain weight!
SEEE the OIL!
I studying! REAL one lor!~
Normal Me+Crazy Siao Po
SIAO PO acting ghost.
So today went studying at airport.
sorta finished TBP..
but ESFAC.. hais...
WHO CAN TEACH ME PHYSICS???
Why didn't e2 studied Physics?
it's okay...
lols...
anyway, walked around airport and went Changi V to eat.
Saw Amy and her bf too!
Lols.. then someone msged me! Damn coincidental lor...
LOLS.
So yea, today my day is spent with Siao Po Bibi! lols..
tomorrow also same!
gonna study and study..
nothing to do ma...
mayb' studying might keep me from thinking and thinking lor...
hopefully.
KWANG! Like my post? alot of photos for you to see leh...

爱太痛
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛的快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了
爱情他太痛了
我痛的快死了
却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛的快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了
爱情他太痛了
我不能够
不能够不爱了

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛的快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了
爱情他太痛了
我不能够
不能够不爱了

Nice song....


Thursday, 20 November 2008 Y 9:38 am

omg..

can i just die?
why am i born into this world in the first place?


Tuesday, 18 November 2008 Y 2:39 pm

hello...
i'm bored...
anyone wanna watch Sing to the dawn?
tell me leh den i date you.
):

someone please teach me smile like i've never smiled before.


Saturday, 15 November 2008 Y 9:39 pm

That time at flyer...
Today at airport T3...
That's Meeee~
Cute?
We 3 again~
Mickey & friends!
Chicken rice leh! Guess how much? Continue scrolling through my photos lor...
My favourite drink-Wateeeeer~!
Class hor...
Quality...
Act one la.. You think i eat so si wen meh...
$17 for that chicken rice! Or else why you think i pose so much with that stupid chicken rice?!
Airport night view.
Us!

-.-

Acting emo...
Acting cool or Acting 'taitai'? hahahahas...
It burnt a hole in my pocket.
He posed for us and forgotten to take the tray then shouted,"TRAYTRAY~!" lols.
"i'm the spokesperson for Darlie~"...No tray... LOLS... SMILE with water!
Barman.
Nice?
So my day today was going around hotels.
Namely Swissotel & Hilton.Was damn expensive lor... those food which i think other place which sells cheaper chicken rice are better...
After that, went airport to see if we can do there for the project. But ended up walking around, taking photos.
Popeye's service? okay la... so-s0...
chatted lots with Bibi lor... hais
realised many things.have time then post at private blog ba...

You will never truely know anyone.