Wednesday, 19 September 2007 Y 6:42 pm

hmm..i feel better to write out rather than say it out.
and i ~~don't really know why~~,
nooo....i know why but i jus' ....hmmm..speechless...
yea...

so went studying today...
did a few math questions and more of "photosynthesizing"...
ahh...bet you guys don't know what i mean ba...

hmm...okies...
we talked 'bout graduating and i really pray to God[hais...some of us only pray to God when we need something that no one can help us but God..] that i don't wanna lose contact with my super close friends. By the way,i'm a Buddhist. yea...

hey, friends, no matter how long we've not talked to each other or even see each other,
every Chinese New Year we shall bai nian kays...
and for some, we shall meet up every week or at least fortnightly to study or play badminton or jus' some shoppin anything.
love you guys loads.

ans as for friends that i've done wrong to or did something that made you unhappy, i'm sorry.

and as for you, i'm sorry too. i can forgive[which i've actually tried my best to..] but i can never forget.
i tried. and don't think too much.
it's not because of that guy that i'm ignoring you or so.
it's just that i really can't [or not that ready] to accept you as my friend. sorry.
i don't wish to lie to you by giving any excuse of being stress or what.
i'm sorry if i've sort of snatched your friend or what.

but hey friends, i wanna ask you all.If 1 day, you gotta choose between your friend or the one you love..Think..really...who will you choose? Will you regret your decision? Are you sure you made the right choice by making that choice you made? Is it worth it to sacrifice one for the other?
Don't say,"ahh, that'll never happen..why do i have to make a choice?can't i have both?"
but i can say, you'll have to face the problem one day.[If you don't good for you..]
that's when the saying,"choices have consequences" comes in.

how i wish there is some machine that will like make everything perfect.PERFECT....is that possible anyway?
the answer, obviously, is no.

WISH[ Right now! At this moment.]

1.handphone la.to contact all of my friends ma.

2.him lo..my Mr. Right ma..so i can marry before 23.LOL. hopefully...

3.NEVER lose contact with 5 friends.these 5=my life.

4.mp3 'cause mine is spoilt and i can't emo that much... =P

5.spend my life with happiness everyday.I wanna be as happy as i can..

6.no partings...

7.somehow, i wish these 5 friends will come to my wedding someday..[sorry ar ppl, i've got wonderful imagination..]

8.for these friends to remain as my life and not part of my life.

9.All my friends to be happy, joyful, healthy and never sad as much as they can.

sorry ar ppl, for being sort of emo now..hey, it may not be that 5 friends only..but i thought of them right now...so perhaps there are more than 5...yea...

and for those who bully my friends, or make my friends sad...i can't do anyting but rest assure, i stand up for 'em if i can and do my best to help 'em.

o's is real near...[like less than 1 month]

i hope to go into the same school as ....aiya...you all la...

and lastly, remember don't let friends who aren't worth or suited to be your friend to bring you down or make you upset.Let your life be filled with joy and happiness to the maximum.

oh and did i mention that i feel that i'm more mature after all these "obstacles"?... i think i am...

Labels: health and happiness, joy and laughter, love my friends

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