As always, in the middle of the night is practically the best time to think and think 'bout stuffs under the sky.

many times really wanted to jus' write out certain things but is afraid of who will read it and so, it's locked.
when it's locked, i still worry 'bout who's reading it as well.
or whether the person involved knows my pass or not.

sometimes, it's jus' confusion and not the fact.
several actions got me thinking whether it's real or not.
but i never trust what i see or what i hear.
jus' hope everything can resolve on its own.

i hate the feelings whereby i don't know exactly how i feel.
even i can't understand myself.
i don't understand why i do the things i do, say the things i say or feel the way i feel.
the only thing i can say is certain people changed my life completely and really,... what's the word here?.. jus' changed my life la.
sometimes i wish i've never met these peoples and do the things i did.
however, they always taught me something new.let me learnt a lesson.

you may think you understand me alot.
but in fact, there's so much i've never told you
there's a side of me you've never seen.
in fact, you know nothing 'bout me. (:

perhaps to many people i may be childish
but i'm aware of what i'm doin' certain times
i'm thinkin' of things you will never thought that i'm thinking.

and now, i'm doing my report when i've only written less than 10 words in MS Words.

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words,
Are said too much

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?