it's one of the days when i do lots more thinking than i do on normal days.
perhaps it's because it's raining heavily?
that doesn't seem convincing as an excuse.

However, i think," why do rain fall?"
i mean, i know that evaporation thingy but still, why is rain water? not metal, plastic, what have you..
i think why we see the colours we see?
many whys are going through my mind.
and i thinking what'll happen if i say what i wanted to say?
will things be the same?
will it improve or be in a worse state?

why do i study so hard?
studying hard till you faint and still, fail?
that's what happened in o's, didn't it?
i didn't study much for math as compared to combined humanities.
& i scored better.
hmm...

i don't understand alot of things right now.

oooo...i just saw a girl running past with a pooh bear which she caught with the arcade that, what you call it?, that thing you grab toys de la.
i love soft toys but mom always throw them away.
However, i still want one...
lols..

hopefully, tomorrow is a better day for me~!