Anyway, that's not the point. Perhaps it's God's will that i return to the tarot web that Yap gave me in the past(Super accurate one~)
And so my readings were nevertheless shockingly accurate AGAIN.
Pardon me for the following bored content that's to come.

How you feel about yourself now (Death)

Perhaps you feel that everything as you have known it is falling apart.(yea...it is falling apart..) Unexpected changes and turmoil, end of a job, end of a career, divorce or end of a relationship, recovering from a bereavement or fear of bereavement. (How true-r can it get?) Try not to worry too much, this time of absolute endings heralds a brand new beginning, a period of great transformation. (hopes so.)

What you most want at this moment (The World)

The cards suggest cs, that what you most want at this time is a successful conclusion after all your hard work - well that time is close. This is a time for completion and satisfaction, the final change is here and you’ve done your best to win through. (I just want to have a perfect life.)

Your fears (The Magician)

If there's a new man in your life you are probably asking yourself if he can be trusted? Or perhaps this is a man of influence in your life, a boss or advisor - take care in whom you place your trust. You are feeling disappointed - your romantic desires are unfulfilled at this time and you are wondering if they ever will be. (ya true.) Don’t worry, this won’t last.(hopefully, as well.)

What is going for you (The Devil)

There's a possibility of permanence here. If you're considering a commitment in a relationship or marriage this is a good sign. However question your motives because here we have temptation and addiction, and a desire to be controlled or controlling. So use your intuition and if you recognise what you feel as sincere, great, if not you still have a chance to change direction. If considering giving up a bad habit, such as smoking or drinking for example, now is a good time to start. (idk if it's true but it doesn't sound true to me.Perhaps true if i'm asking 'bout studies where i'm constantly distracted.)

What is going against you (The Chariot)

Watch out for being too arrogant or letting that ego of yours get over inflated, nobody likes a know it all. Watch that temper too, aggressive bullying behaviour will only set you back. If this doesn’t sound like you, beware of someone like this that could set you back.(who?) This is a time of movement and change, and conflicts ending in victory, so don’t give up.(Jiayou then.)

Outcome (The Emperor)

Expect success and achievement of your goals, this is a time for fulfillment of your ambitions. If you have placed your trust in your father, husband/partner or a man of significance in your life, they will come up trumps for you. If you have been the victim of ill-will don’t worry, you will win in the end. (i hope so.)

Studies- I'm so getting distracted.
Seems like i made a right choice in keeping a private blog.