I hate this feeling...
it disrupts my work, progress, projects.
it makes me feel like crying in just a second.
it makes me feel unwell.
it jus' sucks.

love confiding in people i trust and love.
getting it all out, listening to their problems with funny expressions and choice of words.
friends are loves.

and more complains.
i don't like it.
i hate to say it.
but i don't like it.
blog is good. diary is good-er. Ears are good-est!
i shall not cry this time.

i wanna disappear from this world for a moment, in the mean time, time would stop for me and i'm inexistent.