Sometimes i wish i don't think that way.
But certain things doesn't appear so to me.
mayb' it's with my mentality and perception but i know i don't like it.
Somehow i don't wish to elaborate for there is no point in doing so.
it just make me think further.
I rather not hear, and even better, i'd rather not see.
I'm always thinking of alternative reasons and excuses.

Pg 67, Pg 118, Loans & Repayments- these are all that's clouding my mind....
Reports, Projs, Eqns...
Work, money...